I finally woke up from the creepiest nightmare I ever had. Moments that I've been dying to stay away from. Things that I never want them to happen. But it did. And yes, I had a tough time. Yes, I was a miserable young girl. Yes, I was an insecure teen. Yes, I was a damsel in distress. But eventually, I moved on. I've changed (well, a bit. whatever.)

It's true that life is like a roller coaster. Sometimes we're at the top and sometimes we're at the bottom. You can scream your lungs out when you hit a bump, or you can throw your hands in the air and enjoy the ride. But no matter how crazy the ride is, it will always be a good one, as long as you set your mind that everything's gonna be okay. Cliche, but true.

2012 was a tough year. I had PMR examination, lost my friendship and I was all on my own most of the time. I've learnt on how not to be dependent on other people. I've learnt to walk alone during recess time to buy food. But despite all the bitterness I've been through, there is sunshine and rainbow that gave me a glimpse of hope to be all happy and cheerful as I was back then.

Indeed, 2012 has made me stronger and wiser. Allah always has better plans for me and all of us.