Farewell, 2012.
Monday, December 31, 2012 | 10:46 PM | 0 comments
Hello people. Today's the last day of 2012. I can't and I won't deny the fact that I actually feeling kinda sad to move on after everything I have experienced this year. I admit that it's been a tough year for me and I can't believe that I finally went through it (with the help of Allah and family, of course). But you can't have the rainbow without a little rain and some thunder and lightning. I sat for the PMR exam, I lost a friend, being so stressful throughout the year. But everything's worth it. I get straight A's in PMR, I gained more friends, and the stress paid of.
January
1. School started. So not ready for it, for PMR. Sigh.
2. Nothing much happened actually.
3. I can't recall anything.
February
1. Lost a friend over stupid things.
2. Forever alone.
3. Talked to Huwaina. I really missed her wackiness.
April
1. My birthday! Mom made me a strawberry cheesecake which is really good to be honest.
2. Went to Chili's to celebrate.
3. Went to Istana Budaya with Mai and Arif to watch Gerimis Mengundang
4. Kamal Adli and I share the same birthday, aha.
5. Went to FRIM for... wait I'm not sure what it's for. But it's a KRK thingy.
May
1. Cousin's wedding.
2. Did my hair for the wedding oh how I love it.
June
1. Nothing fun happened.
2. PMR date was getting closer.
July
1. Fasting month.
2. Started wearing hijab. I'm glad I've changed.
3. PMR trial oh. my. god.
August
1. Hari Rayaaa!
2. Enjoyed my Raya though PMR was in the next month.
3. Raya ended... Grabbed the books, revised everything.
4. The twins' birthday.
September
1. PMR...
2. Went futsal with the cousins. My feet hurt a lot.
October
1. Lifeless. Had nothing to do after PMR ended.
November
1. End-of-school party with the classmates- 3 KRK 2.
2. Abang Iwan's wedding.
December
1. The very last month to enjoy.
2. Abang Iwan's wedding reception.
3. Idi's birthday.
4. KRK's makan-makan thingy and graduation day. Fun fun fun.
4. PMR results...
5. Made my parents proud with my achievement. So grateful for that.
6. Dad's birthday. But he was in Bangkok.
7. Went to Berjaya Times Square with family. Had sooo much fun, honestly.
8. Did some school stuffs shopping.
9. Mom's birthday on the very last day of 2012.
That's all I can remember. It's been a tough but great year. Indeed, 2012 has made me even stronger and wiser. But at the same time, I am so looking forward to next year and it will surely not gonna be easy for me. Farewell 2012, hello 2013! :)
Assalamualaikum.
PMR Result.
Sunday, December 16, 2012 | 10:03 AM | 0 comments
PMR result released date is approaching. I don't how to describe my actual feelings right now. I'm kinda excited to know what my result would be after all the 'effort' I put in but at the same time- I'm scared to death, literally. You know that feeling when everybody's hoping the best from you? My parents never said I have to get straight A's but I know deep down inside they do want to see me succeed, like every parents do. What if I fail to make my parents proud of me? What if- hm.
Whatever my result is going to be, I hope my parents would still want to admit me as their daughter it would be the best for me. Straight A's or not, life has to go on. I can only hope for the best right now.
Assalamualaikum.
P/S: Wish me luck, will you? x
You shoot me down but I won't fall, I am titanium.
Monday, October 22, 2012 | 10:07 PM | 0 comments
I finally woke up from the creepiest nightmare I ever had. Moments that I've been dying to stay away from. Things that I never want them to happen. But it did. And yes, I had a tough time. Yes, I was a miserable young girl. Yes, I was an insecure teen. Yes, I was a damsel in distress. But eventually, I moved on. I've changed (well, a bit. whatever.)
It's true that life is like a roller coaster. Sometimes we're at the top and sometimes we're at the bottom. You can scream your lungs out when you hit a bump, or you can throw your hands in the air and enjoy the ride. But no matter how crazy the ride is, it will always be a good one, as long as you set your mind that everything's gonna be okay. Cliche, but true.
2012 was a tough year. I had PMR examination, lost my friendship and I was all on my own most of the time. I've learnt on how not to be dependent on other people. I've learnt to walk alone during recess time to buy food. But despite all the bitterness I've been through, there is sunshine and rainbow that gave me a glimpse of hope to be all happy and cheerful as I was back then.
Indeed, 2012 has made me stronger and wiser. Allah always has better plans for me and all of us.
Assalamualaikum.
January, You've Been So Cruel.
Wednesday, February 1, 2012 | 9:33 PM | 0 comments
Omg look! I'm blogging! Ha-ha. So funny of me -.- Blame the homeworks. Blame the teachers who gave me homeworks. Lol jk, no. January has been torturing me enough and February didn't start that well. It couldn't be any worse. I don't know why and what did I do wrong but I think I'm dealing with karma. I've been too depressing with school stuffs and I seriously need moreee holidays. Can't wait till March.
Sooo. I just got back from school. I called my dad to pick me up from school so that I wouldn't stuck there but he wasn't at home. He was somewhere in Seremban with my mom since 12pm and guess what? They still aren't at home -.- How depressing. God knows how boredom kills me. I had to go through the boring school activities.
This is sooo me at school
So February, you gotta be nice and cool to me coz I'm gonna freakinly cry and scream like f*ck if you didn't. I've been suffering enough. Let me own this year, ok? *sigh* Life is a big deal. xo
Hello 2012, let's not fuck it up.
Saturday, December 31, 2011 | 11:59 PM | 0 comments
We've finally reached the end of 2011. Everything happened in a blink of an eye. I never thought I'd went through all the fucked up pains and insecure nights. 2011 has taught me the real definition of life. I've been stronger than I thought. And oh, I have to be stronger in 2012 because I'll be facing one of the big exams - PMR. Hmph.
So here I am, sitting in front of the PC, want to take this opportunity to apologize to everyone I've bitched. Yes, it does sounds lame but I mean it. I swear. I don't know what will happen in the future but I guess everything's gonna be better than what I've been through in 2011 because I deserve it. Lalala.
2011 has been the toughest year I ever had. Too much pain and suffer (hahaha ok that was so melodramatic. i got carried away lol) but I had to admit, thereare happiness and joy too. I can't remember much of it but one thing for sure; Cody Simpson followed me on Twitter! Haha that is one of the best thing that ever happened this year. And I'll be sure not to miss Greyson's concert next year.
So thanks 2011, for everything. You've made me stronger and wiser. Now it's time for me to forget every nightmares of the past year and start my new life afresh. Happy New Year everyone! May it be the best year for you. And to everyone who has been such a jerk to me, it's your turn to get payback! Lol jk, no. I forgive you. xo
Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there.
Thursday, October 13, 2011 | 1:14 PM | 0 comments
Hello peeps. It's been ages since my last post. I had this one 'resolution' which I should stay away from whatever account I have for a week. And I done it pretty well though. For approximately a week, at least, because I had to do some stalking activity. Ok perhaps stalking sounded a bit harsh therefore I prefer the word silent investigation. Well, it wasn't that easy when you're in a situation where you have to do some research and somehow you just couldn't help log into whatever account you got. Bluhhhh.
Yeah, enough about my I-don't-online-for-a-week-therefore-I'm-awesome story. So recently, I can't help myself from constantly thinking about moving to another school. The school has f***ed up enough already. It's getting boring and boring and boring and boring and boring and boring everyday. I can't deny the fact that I probably will miss the school after what I've experienced there since last year but honestly, I don't find anything interesting there anymore.
Right, maybe I should stop talking bad about my school but I just can't stand on it. Ask my best friends, they feel the same too. We frequently talk about where to go. That's it, always been the #1 problem. Whatever it is, I'm going to move one day, full-stop.
Hi, I'm Gossip.
Friday, September 9, 2011 | 11:25 PM | 0 comments
My name is Gossip. I have no respect for justice. I maim without killing. I break hearts and ruin lives. I am cunning, malicious and gather strength with age. The more I am quoted, the more I am believed. My victims are helpless. They can't protect themselves against me because I have no name and no face. To track me down is impossible. The harder you try, the more elusive I become.
I am nobody's friend. Once I tarnish a reputation, it is never the same. I topple governments and wreck marriages. I ruin careers and cause sleepless nights, headaches and indigestion. I spawn suspicion and generate grief. I make innocent people cry in their pillows. Even my name hisses. I am called Gossip. Office gossip, shop gossip, party gossip, telephone gossip. I make headlines and headaches.
Remember, before you repeat a story, ask yourself; is it true? Is it fair? Is it necessary? If not, don't repeat it. Just keep quiet. Great minds discuss ideas, average minds discuss events, shallow minds discuss people. So which are you?
